Chloe’s newest mini cuff ^^
VELD 2013, Day 1. Kaskade at Sunset.
Gomma black out in a few nintues. .I can feel it. . I guess thsi menz goodnight.
Does not mean to ztop sending me messages though… .
Leave me stuff to wake up to please…?
I dont fhcjing know…I srriously dont fhcjing know what to do. . Im in so much pain…I jzut wNt to kill myself so I dint have to deal with gbis bullshit anymore… .so I dint have anymore problems. . So all if my problems go aeay… It wojld be so much easier.
I am a fucmifn failure. I dont deserve to live… I cant think fo even one si mg le reazon why I wohld deserve toi live. But I xan fhink of a million reasons why I deserve to die… . Its so hard nit to jyst overdose when I bavr the ability right here in ny hand. . But I cant. . But I wNt to… . .I dont know wtf to do… . .
Im in so mhch pain. .ghe emotional pain is so intense that is causi g me to be physically ill…the emotional pain iz killing me . Literally
. .killing me a lot fucjing fasrer tha. Drugs ever could.
I should have never been born…I was a fucjing mistake. All along . .everything about me is a miztake… .
… . .I know…no oen ever sricks around after they find out what a fucking mess I am… .no one ever lovez me or stays my friend after they find out my life is a fucking train wreckk… .after they find out im nothing omore than a worthless drug addict…
Everyo e leaves me. . Everyone ive ever met… .zhe is stil here…I dint u dersrand why… . . I lvoe her more tha. Anything but she wont stay much longer if I keep this up… . . I cant handle her cuting me off… .I would die… Oh god… . .but I cant quit drugs so… …
Fuck… .I dfk. I am so fucming drubk and so fucking high. . I am so messed up. . I am an absolute wreck right now…im throwing up tons and I’m suxkign on a fentanyl pop betwren throwing up and taking shots… .fuck…im an idiot. I just want to blaxk out already. Oh my god…I want tiffy. . I want her so badly… I cant do this without her… Oh my god. .
It did work then… . .buf then she abandoend me… …
Inm texting here right now… . .I want her to save me. … im so fucked up… .shes in a whoke different stae than me. .so far aeay…I cant. .zhe hates me… .zhez so mad at me. .
one time i actually thought i had a chance with someone