My queue is so full right now, if I just vanished or died or ran off or something…no one would even know.
Thank you, though… ♥
Bitches tryna get Misha fired?
How can you even call yourself an SPN fan if you’re trying to get Misha fired?
Ugh, god. Makes me angry.
I’m actively participating in #welovemishacollins day.
So, sorry guys. There’s gonna be a lot of Misha on your dash today.
/commence the unfollowing.
I’m on the verge of just breaking everything my parents own, taking my pets and synth, and leaving for good with a note on the door saying “Fuck you.”
I don’t care if they’re on my car insurance.
I’ll find a fucking way to pay it.
I’m done with this fucking bullshit.
I really fucking am.
Sometimes I feel okay and then I’m like wow that was a really nice 45 seconds
I don’t think I’m ugly normally (though I do occasionally), but I sure as hell don’t think I’m attractive. I’ve worked hard for the way I look (and I’m still constantly working at it) so I feel…okay looking…on days like today where my hair and make-up cooperate with me…but…idk. I don’t think I’m attractive or cute or adorable (the compliments I normally receive). ;-;”
Thank you, though. :x !
Correction: I don’t feel ugly until I look at pictures of other guys…and realize I’m a speck compared to them… >_>;
Ugh, you people…makin’ me smile. Goodness. ;-;”
Thank you, anon. I just feel really, really, really, ridiculously horrible right now
[understatement] and I’m on triple c’s which fuck with my head and body…so. Yeah. Gah.
Thank you. ;-;
Yeah…I’m bad about not accepting compliments.
Don’t get me wrong, I strongly appreciate them. Every single one of these nice messages make me smile, even if I’m crying and have a blade to my wrist. So…they do help, even though I’m very reluctant in my responses. No, I normally don’t believe any of the words that they say just because I view myself in such a negative light most of the time, but it still makes me smile that there’s hope that maybe someone might think that way about me…even though I honestly believe it’s all lies and conspiracies.
I’ve always been honest. It’s why some people hate me…it’s a fault of mine, in my opinion, since I’m still honest regardless of whether the situation calls for it or not. Sometimes things probably would turn out a lot better if I kept my mouth shut but since I have so many anarchist beliefs, it’s rather hard to. I’m opinionated as fok and I normally say whatever I’m thinking to whoever the fuck I want, no matter what kind of negative response I might get. Hell, sometimes I prepare myself to be punched in the face for some of the rather harsh things I say…but it doesn’t stop me. Lol. Never will. I’m always gonna speak up no matter what form of oppression there is.
Nah, you’re right. Entirely. I do care, probably too much, but I also care way too little simultaneously. I’m a walking contradiction and a bit of a conundrum…lol. I’m the most apathetic caring person you’ll ever meet… ._.; Idk. I just live a life of extremes, which, to me, is both a good thing and a bad thing.
Gah. It’s 5:30 in the morning, my dash is dead (as is everyone else’s), I’m depressed as fuck, and I’m on triple c’s. Forgive me, I probably sound really weird and am probably overthinking everythinggggg…
Ahaha…Fuck, I’m so weird.
Too weird to tumblr… >_>;
…goddamn. Who the hell is this?
I’m not kind nor do I truly care.
I’m (openly) the most selfish, superficial prick you’re ever going to meet.
Thank you, though.
The blue came out like I wanted it to, surprisingly. c: I’m pleased.