Juni 2012
My queue is so full right now, if I just vanished or died or ran off or something…no one would even know.
…I’m not…
Thank you, though… ♥
Mai 2012
But uhm.
Bitches tryna get Misha fired?
WTAF.
How can you even call yourself an SPN fan if you’re trying to get Misha fired?
Ugh, god. Makes me angry.
I’m actively participating in #welovemishacollins day.
So, sorry guys. There’s gonna be a lot of Misha on your dash today.
/commence the unfollowing.
You should leave some sort of trail wherever you go. If you have to leave Kansas for any reason, people who come after you guys leave can follow somehow. o:Okay, so let’s face it; in the light of all the news reports and everything- I think its safe to say something is going down here on the east coast. If you don’t believe it; fine whatever. Stop reading. If you have any worry at all though, continue reading!
A few of us have decided that its best…
I’m on the verge of just breaking everything my parents own, taking my pets and synth, and leaving for good with a note on the door saying “Fuck you.”
I don’t care if they’re on my car insurance.
I’ll find a fucking way to pay it.
I’m done with this fucking bullshit.
I really fucking am.
Sometimes I feel okay and then I’m like wow that was a really nice 45 seconds
Whaaa…?
I don’t think I’m ugly normally (though I do occasionally), but I sure as hell don’t think I’m attractive. I’ve worked hard for the way I look (and I’m still constantly working at it) so I feel…okay looking…on days like today where my hair and make-up cooperate with me…but…idk. I don’t think I’m attractive or cute or adorable (the compliments I normally receive). ;-;”
Thank you, though. :x !
Correction: I don’t feel ugly until I look at pictures of other guys…and realize I’m a speck compared to them… >_>;
Ugh, you people…makin’ me smile. Goodness. ;-;”
Thank you, anon. I just feel really, really, really, ridiculously horrible right now [understatement] and I’m on triple c’s which fuck with my head and body…so. Yeah. Gah.
Thank you. ;-;
Yeah…I’m bad about not accepting compliments.
Don’t get me wrong, I strongly appreciate them. Every single one of these nice messages make me smile, even if I’m crying and have a blade to my wrist. So…they do help, even though I’m very reluctant in my responses. No, I normally don’t believe any of the words that they say just because I view myself in such a negative light most of the time, but it still makes me smile that there’s hope that maybe someone might think that way about me…even though I honestly believe it’s all lies and conspiracies.
I’ve always been honest. It’s why some people hate me…it’s a fault of mine, in my opinion, since I’m still honest regardless of whether the situation calls for it or not. Sometimes things probably would turn out a lot better if I kept my mouth shut but since I have so many anarchist beliefs, it’s rather hard to. I’m opinionated as fok and I normally say whatever I’m thinking to whoever the fuck I want, no matter what kind of negative response I might get. Hell, sometimes I prepare myself to be punched in the face for some of the rather harsh things I say…but it doesn’t stop me. Lol. Never will. I’m always gonna speak up no matter what form of oppression there is.
Nah, you’re right. Entirely. I do care, probably too much, but I also care way too little simultaneously. I’m a walking contradiction and a bit of a conundrum…lol. I’m the most apathetic caring person you’ll ever meet… ._.; Idk. I just live a life of extremes, which, to me, is both a good thing and a bad thing.
Gah. It’s 5:30 in the morning, my dash is dead (as is everyone else’s), I’m depressed as fuck, and I’m on triple c’s. Forgive me, I probably sound really weird and am probably overthinking everythinggggg…
Ahaha…Fuck, I’m so weird.Too weird to tumblr… >_>;
…goddamn. Who the hell is this?
I’m not kind nor do I truly care.
I’m (openly) the most selfish, superficial prick you’re ever going to meet.
Thank you, though.
The blue came out like I wanted it to, surprisingly. c: I’m pleased.












