Listed my fetishes already. . at least, some of them. Lol.
As for my fantasies…hmmm.
I have a lot of rape-esque fantasies. Like I said, I want to be drugged or have my drink spiked and be coerced into drinking lots and lots and before I can realize it, I wanna be absolutely plastered and then not be able to control myself or my body and have them pretty much have their way with me while I’m drunk out of my mind.
I also have a fantasy (and this is STRICTLY a fantasy, something I want to role play…not something I want to legitimately happen) where I’m homeless or on the streets a long way from home for some reason and it’s freezing cold out and it’s raining and someone a good amount older than me (like, 10 years maybe) rolls up in a pretty expensive car and tells me he/she is taking me to their place for the night. And I end up getting kinda sick and they take care of me and they tell me to take off my wet clothes and sit by the fire in a towel so I do…and then while we’re talking, they get really aroused and can’t control themselves and just kinda… well, grab me and, despite my protests (however weak), they have their way with me.
I also have another roleplay scenario where I’m at a club and someone roofies me and takes me into the back alley and has their way with me…xD
I also have a kinda gory roleplay scenario… I want my dom to play a serial killer that becomes infatuated with me and stalks me every day. And then after they find out my exact schedule, they kidnap me on my way to somewhere and take me to an abandoned warehouse and suspend me with ropes tied tightly around my whole body. I want them to like…toy with me and mess with me. And cut me up and beat me. And force me to beg for mercy and force me to moan their name. And I want them to slap me and ball-gag me and basically beat me till I’m so breathless I’m on the verge of passing out.
Then I basically want them to force me to come. Eep… .o/////o;; Then I want them to, like, break down right as they’re about to kill me and apologize and kinda have a mental break down and then SOMEHOW we end up taking a candlelit bath together with them massaging me and kinda tending to my wounds. (And then in my fantasy in my head, we become serial killers together and destroy the world…lol)
UGH I JUST WANT TO BE DOMINATED AND CONTROLLED. ;A; Gah…idk. ;/////; I THINK THAT’S ENOUGH SHARING OH MY GOSH…/hides.