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If you can’t tell from my posts, I’m trippin’. I’m not at 2nd plateau, though. I really thought I would be with the amount I took… so this just feels so …idk.
Such weak visuals and I’m still here in reality. Butttttt…I honest to god don’t think I can stomach any more pills before my trip peaks…and then I’ll just end up taking more and more every day trying to catch up with different trips and then I’ll be sigma tripping completely randomly. Lmao.

Meh. I guess I’ll just pop some opiates and listen to some trance and have a chill night instead of something rough like I wanted. .-. Been having too many chill nights lately coz of all the stuff I’m having to do… Only 1st and 2nd plateaus… nothing more. :|

Well…all that on top of opiates and heroin, it’s kinda fine, I guess. I’m just looking for something harder. But it’s weird coz my chest keeps acting up. It feels similar to heart burn almost, only…different… and it’s there fading and coming back stronger all day every day for the past three days and sometimes it hurts so much that it snakes up to my jaw and makes my TMJ almost unbearable. Probably would be unbearable if I weren’t on pks all the time. Haha. That, and I’ve been able to feel my heart speed up at random points during the day.

Really weird. But whatever.
More drugs should fix it. I hope.