OKAY THAT’S IT I HAVE TO VENT ABOUT MY DREAM LAST NIGHT
So…I had the weirdest fucking dream.
It was a Harry Potter/EDM/MMO/Apocalypse crossover… but I gotta admit, it was pretty fuckin’ awesome…holy hell.
So I’ve been wanting to write about last nights dream all day because not only was it absolutely terrifying, horror themed, and gory, but it was also pretty fuckin’ trippy.
And probably has some RIDICULOUS underlying meaning that I haven’t the slightest clue what it is…lmao. But yeah. Here we go.
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But it’ll be all text posts.
I’ll start tomorrow.
For more than a month now…not only have I been able to recall ALL of my dreams very perfectly with every single detail, but I’ve been able to control them and recognize at some point in the dream that I was dreaming.
Actually, just the other night I watched a Star Trek episode about lucid dreaming and Commander Chakotay uses the symbol of a moon to tell him he’s dreaming so whenever he sees a moon symbol in his dreams, he knows he’s dreaming. And I guess I subconsciously induced that technique into my dreams coz last night, I saw a moon symbol and then I knew I was dreaming.
Idk if it’s just coz I’ve been going to sleep on drugs so I’m still semi-tripping when I go to sleep every night therefor my dreams are kinda like drug trips… or if it just accidentally happened.
But I didn’t even notice I was doing it till a few weeks ago.
I never even think about lucid dreaming…and then all of a sudden, I’m able to do it without any practice at all. Completely on accident. What the fuck?
This has to be the work of trippy drugs… I see no other way I could be doing this. .____.;
So I managed to wake myself up from a dream last night. Which is weird. Because I have no idea how to lucid dream and I do it every time I have this dream.
Plllleaaaase someone take the time to read this and message me or respond to this or something…I’ve been keeping quiet about it with literally EVERYONE up until now and I’m starting to get a little scared…it’s kind of long, but that’s why I put it in a read more…someone help me out?
So…recently I’ve been having dreams, but…not dreams. Like…I think I’m losing my grip on reality very slowly and I don’t know whether to mention it to my psychologist or not…someone please read this and tell me if I’m making the right judgement call by keeping this from her…because telling her would require telling her I got back on drugs and went into a full-blown drug-induced psychosis and …such…
A VIDEO ABOUT NOTHING AND EVERYTHING.
Not really. Moreso about nothing.
BUT I GOT A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT WHOOO.
SPECIAL GUEST APPEARANCE BYYYYY MY GUINEA PIGGGG.
No but really you should watch this one coz I had a dream and I explained it and it’s kind of a cool dream. Lmao.
IT’S THREE MINUTES OF YOUR LIFEEEEE YOU WILL NEVERRRR GET BACK.
If any of you can tell, I’ve taken a sort of…hiatus from tumblr minus a few posts and my queue being at work.
Idk when I’m coming back but I had to post this somewhere.
So, I had a rather… disturbingly accurate dream that faded into my subconscious (I hope) telling me about the circumstances of real life at the end.
It was rather scary.
This’ll probably be a tad lengthy so I’ma put it in a read more.
And I see my idols posting statuses like “Oh, yeah, I’ll be in this country today!” or “I’m just gonna go ahead and go skydiving today.” or “Hey, why don’t we go over to that state today because they have a fucking holiday just for me and my existence!” and I’m sitting here like “…I guess I’ll just go back to sleep now…”
The insignificance of my life amazes me sometimes.
I see pictures from the shows they play, the things they do… music videos of experiences they have that one can only hope of one day having normally…things that are NORMAL to them that are only dreams for us…
I wish for it. I crave it.
Yet I can’t have it.
Life is so goddamn depressing.