ALRIGHT WHICH ONE OF YOU FUCKERS WAS IT
Is there a template?
Do you write a letter to people in it?
Or…do you just list off items and who they go to, as well as big expenses and how to handle them?
Or…?
They don’t teach you in school how to write a will.
I’ve tried to write several before a few suicide attempts…but I always got frustrated because I didn’t know how it should be or if I was doing it right…
And I kind of want to write one.
I’m just. . being realistic. Because I know very well I’m not going to last long.
Stop doing drugs, I’ll end up killing myself. Continue doing drugs, my body will give out on me.
Either way, I’ll end up dead. And probably within the next 5-6 months.
I’m not stupid. And I’m not afraid to die.
But I don’t want to burden anyone I leave behind…
So…how on earth do I write one?
Coming from someone who has been there done that…here’s the reality because I’m currently in the aftermath of it all.
Here’s my story.
(Also, I have no idea why I decided to rant on this…lmao. I just got the urge. Shhh.)
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Mental images are going cray right now
JOEL
WHY DO YOU SAY THESE THINGSjoel no you’re supposed to fight back not bend over and take it








































