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If anyone knows anything about zoloft and/or risperdal and/or has taken either, can you read this and tell me if you’ve ever experienced something similar?

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Fuck.

I need someone’s help on this.

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So…would heroin show up on a drug test as heroin? Or would it just show up as something else? Or would it not even show up at all?…

Oh my fucking god SOMEONE READ THIS AND TELL ME I’M NOT BEING INSANE FOR FEELING REALLY REALLY BAD ABOUT THIS. AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO PLEASE COZ I’M SO LOST HOLY FUCK

I hear social justice bloggers talk about this shit all the time but like

This is happening to me;

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So I’m trying to find a hair dye that’ll look natural, but still bright and vibrant.

I’m looking for an auburn colour. I’m looking at this one in particular but idk if it’ll work well with bleached hair. Or if it looks too unnatural.

I like the colour but I don’t want my boss to be all ‘that’s too bright’ or whatever and then I’ll have to bleach my hair again.

Idk what to do. Coz it has to look like a natural auburn but I like unnatural colours too much to tell what looks natural and what doesn’t.

Idk. Can anyone recommend any brands? I’m looking for an auburn colour. :/

Someone please read this or spread the word or SOMETHING coz I need HELP.

So I need a roommate. I’m not joking either. I’m looking everywhere for one and I’ve exhausted my friends list now. Everyone is either held back by work or school or money. Or they’re moving at a different time or to a different place.

Not only am I signing up for websites that are roommate finder websites, but I also wanted to post a PSA here.

SO BASICALLY CLICK THE READ MORE FOR DETAILS
PLEASE. :|

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So I have a problem and if anyone who knows anything about drugs can answer me, that’d be really helpful. :|

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Does anyone know anything about Betta Fish? My Betta, Minion, has been floating on his side all day. He’s still alive, but he can’t swim to the bottom or swim well in general. I think he might be bloated or constipated or something…Idk. But it feels like he’s going to die…

I changed his water this morning…and I tried to feed him a peeled pea, but the pea sinks to the bottom and he can’t swim to the bottom. He can’t swim well in general. I tried to hold the pea, but he won’t take it from my fingers.

I’m not even sure if a pea will help…He’s really old. Idk what to do or if I can save him.

Can anyone help me…? I’d like to save him if I can…

Advice would be nice right about now. .  x:

So my nose is I guess…swelling (I think) coz I’m sick and keep blowing it.

And my nostril piercing (not my septum, the one in the side of my nose) is just a somewhat short straight bar with a small ball on the end (cheap one). It’s swelling so much that I have to keep pushing the bar through the thin layer of skin that heals over it on the inside…which requires me touching it and playing with it every once and a while, which, in turn, irritates it.

It’s super, super, super sore…I have a corkscrew stud and a captive hoop I can put in it, but it’s so sore and swollen, I’m not sure if I should (or even could…) change it out.

Any advice on what I should do? :/ Should I start cleaning it with saline solution like twice a day or something? That’s honestly all I can think of. It’s not affecting my septum ring at all.

Maybe I’ll get lucky and someone will read all of this…maybe someone will understand…maybe someone can tell me what to do. Idk. Idk what I’m hoping for.

I need more than just venting right now but venting is a start so…so here…

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So…Whilst attempting to keep my mind off things, I’ve been thinking of going to like.  . a reddish colour.

Obviously (as you can see in the first photo) red hair does NOT suit me. Lmao. Which means that natural red hair probably wouldn’t either.

The top two are just me playing around with two colours I’ve never done in my hair before. But the bottom two…

I’ve been leaning towards auburn as my hair colour. It has to be natural and I just can’t do black…and staying blonde (which is my natural hair colour) is just…Idk, it freaks me out a bit. And I was looking at the reddish-brown colours and I always think they’re so pretty but…honestly, natural colours in hair scare me the most. Having a natural colour in my hair makes me freak out a bit and get a bit self conscious.

But I do wanna try an auburn-y type look but… Does it look decent on me? I can’t really tell because I think I look bad in everything (except blue coz I love having blue in my hair. It’s so comfortable). Haha. I labeled the auburn and light auburn pictures (albeit they’re self explanatory).

Like, seriously, I could use some opinions here.
Thinking of using that hair dye. I’ve never really…dyed my hair a natural colour. It’s always been bright neon colours for me so this is like…super weird for me and I’m not sure what brands are good and what aren’t but that’s the kind of shade of red I’m looking for.

Suggestions? Opinions? Help? Etc? D:

gancelot:

callipygos:

Hi guys. I have some bad news. The government is taking away all of our food stamps because I’m going to college. My parents are both over 50 and 60 and find it hard to find a job because of their age and lack of education. My dad got laid off last year and since then we lost our house, insurance, the works. The only way we can get our food stamps back is if I drop out of school and get a job. Which doesn’t makes sense, because that would give us more money. But I don’t want to forget about my education and neither do my parents. So I’m just going to post this again in hopes that I can help my family pay for groceries without giving up on going to school. Thanks for listening!
Fullbody Painted: $30
Bust Painted: $20
Fullbody Flat: $20
Bust Flat: $15
Sprite/Other Pixel: $10
The Bust Flat example has some shading but I didn’t really have a good example so sorry about that.

gnal

gancelot:

callipygos:

Hi guys. I have some bad news. The government is taking away all of our food stamps because I’m going to college. My parents are both over 50 and 60 and find it hard to find a job because of their age and lack of education. My dad got laid off last year and since then we lost our house, insurance, the works. The only way we can get our food stamps back is if I drop out of school and get a job. Which doesn’t makes sense, because that would give us more money. But I don’t want to forget about my education and neither do my parents. So I’m just going to post this again in hopes that I can help my family pay for groceries without giving up on going to school. Thanks for listening!

Fullbody Painted: $30

Bust Painted: $20

Fullbody Flat: $20

Bust Flat: $15

Sprite/Other Pixel: $10

The Bust Flat example has some shading but I didn’t really have a good example so sorry about that.

gnal

So, I came up with a list of names I REALLY like.

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ALRIGHT. SERIOUS POST HERE, GUYS.

What can I do for money?

Gimme some ideas. Any ideas.
(I swear to god, if you ignorantly tell me to get a job without knowing my situation, I’ma rip your throat out lol).

But really. I mean…I don’t think my art is good enough. And my writing skills are but who would pay for unpublished writing when there’s fanfics and all that jazz running about? And I can make kandi like no tomorrow buuuuuut…  Idk, I just feel like selling kandi is so wrong and defeats the whole purpose of PLUR unless you sell it for a cause.

I just REALLY need money to save up enough for a place (as you guys probably know by now) since I only have about 2.5 months left.

Just. ..suggestions?
(And, no, I won’t do porn or anything related to it because I’m fat and highly uncomfortable with my weight…)

ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF? :c I really need help coz I’ve been thinking about this for months and I keep coming up blank and ugh…

Can anyone give me a valid reason to stay alive…?

I’m trying so hard right now…I’m trying really, really, really hard to keep from killing myself. ..
Hell, I’m even doing my math homework just to keep myself away from dying.
I’ve already cut so much that I’m lightheaded and got blood all over the sheets and my math work. And I already took more drugs… even after last night, I figure it might help.
And I don’t want to wake my psych up…she said to call her if I get this suicidal again but I. ..I just can’t. Not only am I scared of the phone, but I can’t wake her up…

I’m trying to think of reasons to stay here…to not kill myself…but every time I do think of one, I can negate it with perfectly logical explanations.
And I’m still cutting…but it’s getting to the point at where mindlessly slashing away at my body isn’t helping too much because every time the blade leaves my skin, I can’t handle being alive anymore…

I’m trying so hard to hold on…but I don’t know what else to do…and very, very few people are still here for me…and I’ve lost almost everyone and everyone that does try to help me gives up after a while…and I just don’t have anyone right now and I can’t even breathe and I just can’t hold on anymore and I need someone to give me a reason I can’t dispute and/or negate with logic…and that seems near impossible…

I’ve come so fucking far in the past 6 months with my psychiatrist…and I only attempted suicide once in the past 6 months which is a new record for me…which shows I’m making progress…and I’ve made a LOT of progress since then…but I can’t… I can’t do this anymore…

Someone help me…I don’t know how and I don’t really want to “talk about it” with anyone but I just…I don’t know…I don’t know what I need or how anyone can help me without physically being here…but I need something. Very, very, very badly… Because I’m practically one very, very small step away from just giving up…I’m trying not to, but…this is the last idea I have in my head that I can think of to keep me here…

I know it’s a lot to ask…but if anyone, ANYONE, has any reason for me to stay here… . .please, please, please tell me… .