No one’s talking to me…
And I’m lonely.
And on LOTSSAAAAA DRUGS.
But nothing trippy so I’m just reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally high…soyeah…
Talk to meeee. C: [click me]
AND IT KICKED IN ALREADY AND I’M HYPER AS FUCK NOW. HOLY HELL.
I FUCKING HATE CAFFEINE. I REALLY FUCKING DO BECAUSE I HATE HYPER-NESS BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I’M BACK IN CATHOLIC SCHOOL AGAIN.
GODDAMNIT.
SOMEONE FUCKING TALK TO ME.
Oh wait.
NO ONE IS AWAKE AT THIS HOUR.
FUCKING SLEEP-ASK BOX ME!
FUCK.
SOMEONE!?
… … someone talk to me… … .?
All my anger has subsided…but now all that’s left is morbid depression eating away at every inch of my body from the inside out… gnawing to set the suicidal tendencies free to roam in my mind and induce stupidity into my actions…
Someone distract me before I …I go insane… .
I won’t even remember this.
I’m so fucked up right now it’s not even funny… …no one has any idea… . …
afs,jhagjkhagkjhakjsghaskjfhaskjghjakfhd omg
PAY ATTENTION TO MEEEEEE!!!
-waves neon flashy flags everywhere- GUYS. GUYSSSSS. -blows loud horns- GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NICKI HERE. NICKI ON ROXY’S!!!
TALK TO HIM.
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!?
SPEAK TO THE NICKI DOGE!
BARK BARK BARK!!
PAY ATTENTION TO MEEE!!!!!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. D:
Anyone? :c Nnnnghhhhhh… …
Guyyyysssssss!!
BARK. BARK BARK. WOOF.
WOOF. BARK!
PAY ATTENTION TO MEE! BARK BARK BARK!!!
:C Noreally…somebody talk to me please… … . .? About anything…? Please?… nnnghh… I need someone to distract me somehow… . .
SOMEBODY SPEAK TO ME.
HOLD A CONVERSATION WITH ME.
ASK ME QUESTION.
SEND ME LOVE. SEND ME HATE.
SEND ME A RANDOM FACT.
SEND ME A HYPOTHESIS.
SEND ME A FUCK, KILL, MARRY.
TELL ME A STORY.
PUT A LETTER IN MY ASK BOX AND I’LL TELL YOU 5 THINGS I LOVE STARTING WITH THAT LETTER.
SEND ME A WORD AND I WILL TELL YOU A FACT ABOUT MYSELF RELATED TO THAT WORD.
IF YOU HATE ME, TELL ME WHY YOU HATE ME.
IF YOU LOVE ME, TELL ME WHY YOU LOVE ME.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF.
IF YOU’VE NEVER TALKED TO ME, DO IT NOW.
ANON OR NOT
I NEED DISTRACTIONS.
FUCKING DO IT. D:
Hotel rooms are …incredibly lonely and depressing when you’re alone in them.
They’re also a little terrifying because there are other people all around you and even with the door locked…you dont know what could happen and I’m jumping at every little sound….
I really hate being alone in unfamiliar places that you’re supposed to share with someone. Also this king size bed that I barely take up a fucking corner of is ssuper depressing. I keep turning over and expecting to see my mom or a friend……..and I start to talk to them….then I remember I’m alone……..
Talk to me…..? Send me something………? I’d appreciateIt now more than ever…..
Somebody talk to meeeeee~!
Trying to take my mind off the fact that my body DESPERATELY needs drugs. ..
All I gotta do is last through visiting with my uncle John and conversing with him and a few cousins and my grandparents for a couple hours, maybe fake eating a little bit so they’ll be satisfied, and then I can come home and fucking TRIP.
Gotta leave at 3am tomorrow for the airport. Uggggh. And I didn’t sleep at all last night…might not sleep tonight either coz I’m gonna be tripping all night. Might actually still be tripping when I get to the airport. Oh god, I hope I’m still tripping when I’m on the plane!! That’d be so fucking fun!!!! Ahahah. c:
Anyways, yes, SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME BEFORE I FUCKING GO INSANE!!!! :/ Just for a little bit. D:
SOMEBODY TALK TO MEEEE.
I’m on trams and all super talkative!!!
:c SEND ME STUFF.
[[clickclickclick]]
Eep. There’s alcohol in me and I got home a few minutes ago (hence the animal cracker noms) and I just took a fuckton of DXM.
Oh god, someone talk to me.
Please? Ahaha.
I feel tipsy as fuck since I haven’t drank in a while and I took 4 shots back to back and I tripped going up the stairs.
And when these drugs kick in…fuck, I wanna talk to everyone!
Not feeling pissed and awful anymore. c:
