EDMazing

Man…whenever I’m THIS fucking high on roxys, I end up being way way way too honest and admitting things to people and like ugh.

I wanna take it all back omg. ;A; damn truth serum like drugs.

In other news though uhm

YOU GUYS SHOULD TALK TO ME BECAUSE I’m really bored and have nothing to do coz im around family. Ahhhhhh. :c Sad Nicki is sad…

So I was in the shower and I had smoked a fuckton of h so I was super high.

And I was like scrubbing my shoulder coz it looked dirty from a glance. And then I was like

“Wait. That’s a tattoo…”

and just

omg I feel so stupid lmao

I’m soooooooooooooooooooo high right nowwwwww.

Someone should talk to me.

Ohhhhhh hell

I’m suuuuuuuuper high right now

I just wanna talk about everything and anything and ahhhhhhhh

Someone send me something. Or. Or idk.

Everything happens so muchhhhhhhh.

Someone strike up a conversation of some sort with me.

Or tell me something.

ANYTHING.

I’m drunk and a little lonely because no one is on skype and no one is texting me so…so I’m lonely. :c

Someone send me somethin’?

I’m all alone on Christmas eve… :c I know. I’m pathetic. And lonely. And ahh…idk.
I’m really high, though. These pills are amazing. So…I guess that’s one good thing?
Ugh. I’m just sad. Sad and lonely. On my favourite holiday. .____.;

Wanna?(:

had sex?
bought condoms? 
gotten pregnant? 
failed a class?
kissed a boy? 
kissed a girl? 
used a little paper bag for lunch? 
had a job?
slipped on ice? 
missed the school bus?
left the house without my wallet? 
bullied someone on the internet?
sexted? 
had sex in public? 
played on a sports team? 
smoked weed? 
smoked cigarettes? 
smoked a cigar? 
drank alcohol? .
watched “The Breakfast Club”? 
been overweight? 
been underweight? 
had an eating disorder? 
been to a wedding?
made fun of someone for being fat?
been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
watched tv for 5 hours straight?
been late for work?
been late for school?
kissed in the rain?
showered with someone else?
failed my drivers test?
ran a mile in less than 10 minutes?
been outside my home country? 
been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? 
had lice? 
gotten my heart broken?
had a credit card?
been to a professional sports game?
broken a bone?
been unhappy about my weight?
won a trophy?
cut myself?
had an STD?
got engaged?
been on a diet?
tried out to be on a tv show?
rode in a taxi?
been to prom?
played a drinking game?
stayed up for 24 hours or more?
been to a concert?
had a three-some?
had a crush on someone of the same sex?
been in a car accident?
had braces?
learned another language?
killed an animal?
been at a yard sale?
been to a japanese steakhouse?
wore make up?
talked to someone via webcam?
lost my virginity before I was 16?
had my wisdom teeth taken out?
kissed someone a different race than myself?
snuck out of the house?
bought porn?
had a virus on my computer?
had oral sex?
dyed my hair?
gone skinny dipping?
graduated from college?
wore someone else’s clothes?
voted in a presidential election?
rode in an ambulance?
rode in a helicopter?
caught the stove on fire?
got in a verbal fight?
met someone famous?
been on vacation?
been on a boat?
been on an airplane?
broken something expensive?
had surgery?
kissed someone before I was 14?
beat a video game?
found something valuable on the ground?
made a survey?
stalked someone on a social network?
prank called someone?
spent over $100 shopping in one day?
been to a library outside of school?
cut my hair and hated it?
peed outside?
went fishing? 
helped with charity? 
taken a pregnancy test? 
been rejected by a crush? 
been suspended from school? 
broken a mirror?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SOMEONE TALK TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I’M TAKING HALF-SHOTS REALLY REALLY FAST BY MYSELF AND TRYING TO TIME MYSELF AND SEE HOW MANY HALF-SHOTS I CAN TAKE IN A MINUTE.

AND

AND I’M REALLY FUCKING LONELY. :C
I’M ALWAYS SO LONELY.
GODDAMNIT.

SOMEONE NAMED LUCY NEEDS TO COME SHAKE ME AND SLAP ME AND TAKE ME WITH THEM ON A MAGIIIIIIIIIICAL ADVENTURE, IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

BUT NO.
LUCY ISN’T HERE.

dfkhfdkjhgskdfjhgskjlhlkjdgsljfkdjs

TALK TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. D:
[click]

You probably can’t even understand me until I get super excited about 3 minutes in…but uhhhh yeah.
Random video about absolutely nothing… … .shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ahahaha.

I’m fucking weird. And this is proof.

Sigh.

Somebody send me asks or something.

I’m lonely and needy and high maintenance. -whine-

It is your duty as my minions to keep me entertained. :c AND YOU GUYS SUCK AT IT TODAY!

ಠ_ಠ Judging.

… … someone talk to me… … .?

All my anger has subsided…but now all that’s left is morbid depression eating away at every inch of my body from the inside out… gnawing to set the suicidal tendencies free to roam in my mind and induce stupidity into my actions…

Someone distract me before I …I go insane… .

I won’t even remember this.
I’m so fucked up right now it’s not even funny… …no one has any idea… . …

Talk to me…

I’m depressed as fuck and trying pretty hard not to cut myself.
I don’t want to. I don’t want to hurt myself.
I love Tiffy too much to hurt myself anymore… .but I’m so impulsive I don’t know if I can hold on much longer.
I want to take more pain killers….but I need to save them………..but I’m on the verge of caving………………….and I don’t know if it would kill me or not if I took more because I have a fucking LOT in my system right now…close to a lethal dose…

But I feel like I need it… like I need to take more and then I’ll feel okay. Like I need to take more to feel okay. Fuck, I just want to cry… . . I feel terrible emotionally …

Talk to me… . ?
I just…idk.
I’m trying to distract myself… .

YOU GUYS, TALK TO MEEEE!!!!!

I’M ON A NEAR LETHAL DOSE OF PAIN KILLERS RIGHT NOW
SO I’M SUPER SUPER TALKATIVE!!!!

SPEAK TO ME.
PLEASE? PLEASEEEE??????????

TALK TO MEEEE!!!!

THERE’S OVER 360 OF YOU.
I KNOW YOU CAN TAKE 5 SECONDS OUT OF YOUR DAY TO SEND ME A DAMN ASK.
SO FUCKIN’ DO ITTTT!!!!!

It’s 5:30 in the fucking morning.

Someone fucking talk to me… … . .
~~I legitimately feel like I’m dying.~~

HEY GUYSSSSSSSSSS

FUCKING TALK TO ME
I’M TRIPPIN HEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. 8D

Omnom? :o
FUCKING TALK TO ME MINIONS!!!!!!

Hotel rooms are …incredibly lonely and depressing when you’re alone in them.

They’re also a little terrifying because there are other people all around you and even with the door locked…you dont know what could happen and I’m jumping at every little sound….

I really hate being alone in unfamiliar places that you’re supposed to share with someone. Also this king size bed that I barely take up a fucking corner of is ssuper depressing. I keep turning over and expecting to see my mom or a friend……..and I start to talk to them….then I remember I’m alone……..

Talk to me…..? Send me something………? I’d appreciateIt now more than ever…..